i guessed i've used hahahahaha too much..
my hahas dun seem convincing anymore.
lol.
at least not to me.
at all.

this is the first time i wanna break free from this vicious cycle.
its tiring.n its not fulfilling at all.
we just work for the sake of working or maybe for the sake of
the results.
but wad concerns me more is the process.
wishfull thinking on my side yea.
everything dont seem as simple as it is on the surface.
i have to start learning from scratch i guess.

Some people act and do differently.
its scary.
though i am just an onlooker in this issue.
but seeing how people act like this makes me
realised how vulnerable a person can get sia.
resorting to all measures just trying to make themselves
feel good n denying all the dirty facts in the process once exposed.
i must say its effective to a certain extent ba.
cos they indeed seem to feel good or unaffected afterall.
anw it contradicts.i dont like.
only the ones who know the truth suffers.
but thank god
at least they wun fell for a 2nd time for sure.


i've taken things too simply all these time
i need to change.for the sake of changing.
if not i wun survive in this industry i guess.
typical adult mindset i know.
but it wld be good only if we can all act like children
cry when u r sad, smile and laugh when u are happy.
den i wun need to squeeze my brain juice dat much
to think all the time.haha

frens i am alrite.dun worry upon reading this post.
haha.just some food for thought k.
1 more week to show!
results are set now.
i tried my best.whatever results its gonna be.
i am still applauding myself for surviving the year.
i made it babes!hahahaha
i survived!!







如果你是所谓的大人，我就是所谓的死孩子

I Am Here!; Wednesday, May 27, 2009

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