hahaz.
a lame title yea..
lolx..nt use to cuming hm so early manx..
had textiles test todae..okay la..
den actualli got fashion design class after dat de..
but angelynn on mc..
last min den inform us man..
made me bring so many stuffs to sch..
todae realli nt a gd dae for me yea..
on the way to sch..nearli trip n fall..
n jeanne n mei mei laugh like mad manx..
so paiseh..n during textile class,sprain my neck..
grr..wads wrong todae ar..
lolx..anw..bot RAIN's cd todae..
muahahax=) i am crazy le..
but its veh nice=)
n juz now wentta zhi yong's blog..
he said niunai got msg n congratulate him for clinching the SRA's award..
so happie manx..happie for zhi yong n oso happie dat..niunai so jiang yi qi..
haix..tink zhi yong will oso be veri sad for MILK leaving eg bah..
hmm..sth i realli dun like dis realistic world sia..
can i juz live in a world of mine?..
k la..dats all ler..
take care peeps~


I Am Here!; Monday, October 24, 2005

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yep.
finish watching full house le!
despite my busy schedule..
u noe..i cant stop when i got hooked onto sth..
muahahax..
i lurve the story..so darn sweeet..
n i realli envy dis kind of luv story manx..
but i noe in real life there wont be such tinks lar..
but still i wanna let myself hooked onto it..hahax
despite the disappointment i will face in the future..
lolx..RAIN ish so cute!muahahax..











i realli lurve shows wif happie ending manx..
i realli dun understand how nice wld a show be if its ending ish so sad..
y still got ppl like it..
hmm..like stairway to heaven,shld be to hell bah..
i hate dat show..i dun c the point of making myself so miserable
when the realistic world ish araedi so complicated n disappointing..

jeanne's 2 cousin went missing last nite..
they were very worried lar..scared anitink bad happen..
but dis is nt the 2nd time araedi..
yea..they were problematic kids lar..
their parents had divorced..wif their mum taking care of them single-handedly..
its really tough for her man..when i hear jeanne sae..
n her child still dun appreciate that..
make her heartbroken again n again..
but still dis mother wan to giv her children the best tinks despite her low income
i tink she's really stress..jeanne sae got one time she laugh until she cry..
can u imagine dis scenario?
i feel so sad for her..
n stupid husband of hers..no use wan manx...
its so not fair..n so unjust..
he who 'spoilt' dis family..are living his life wif no worries
whereas on the other hand..leaving all the responsibilities wif his wife..
n the kids sided wif him too..wad is dis world becuming to?
i mean they muz have like each other when they got married rite..
but y tinks can turn out dis way..
i am realli disappointed n dishearten sia..
its alwaes the kids dat suffer..
they are realli innocent..
sth i c the kids at my childcare whose parents are divorced,
i realli feel heartache for them..
y muz we make tinks so complicated..
tink simple can?haix..
when i was young, i wanna grow up faster
cos i feel dis world ish realli beautiful..
n i wanna do tinks i like...but when i grow older..
i began to feel disappointment..
thinks isnt as simple as i tink bahx..
i realli dun wanna face it sometimes..

I Am Here!; Sunday, October 23, 2005

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I Am Here!; Thursday, October 20, 2005

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yea..took dis astro reading at ding ding bao bei cruz's site..=)
try dis out k=)

below are part of the reading i find most accurate =) eNJoy ya rEadInG...

Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings.
Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will
make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your
normal everyday existence.
A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation.
As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to
share your inner visions with others.
Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on
you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself
once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive
than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts.

You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for
you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom.
You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a
bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward
group goals.

Your likes and dislikes are strong and intense, never casual or superficial.
You are known for your persistence and willful obsession.
Once you have decided on a course of action, you are unstoppable.
Your emotional actions tend to be extreme, although you try to keep them muted.
You are not quick to anger, you do slow burns. And you tend to release your anger
as sarcasm or irony. Beware of your tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful.
When you do fight, or release your internal tensions, you do so body and soul --
you become totally passionate and your outbursts are awesome to behold.

The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist.
You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents
and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and
pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you
ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in
order to focus your energies properly.

You're attracted to others who need your assistance. You seem to go out of your
way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or
troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that
others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey
on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts
of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your
time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part
can make your life work much, much smoother!




I Am Here!; Sunday, October 16, 2005

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MILK realli leaving energy le..
saw the news ytd..darn sad manx..
was quite disappointed at 1st..
i cant believe it was his turn dis time..
dat tarot card prediction realli veri accurate manx..
haiz..

actualli i tink i am disappointed is dat i couldnt c milk much in future le..
nt becos of his decision bahx..
i dunno y..though i am sad over him leaving eg..
but i am realli glad he stand by his most passion-dancing afterall..
dats wad i like him for in the 1st place rite..
i tink dats wad he realli wants..
i realli like him being himself..
his attitude towards his passion,towards his dancing,towards his goal in life..
i dun mind to sae he was the one dat aspire me to do the tinks i like,
to fight for my passion,n to have a dream of my own..
i wanna be just like him..doing tinks dat i like
n be truthful to it..the feeling ish realli gd..
even if u might nt achieve much in the future..
u have a dream..the feeling of striving hard for sth u desire..
was realli shiok..i tink dats enuff araedi..
the outcome isnt as important anymore rite?
i tink milk wans more ppl to be like him..
have a dream of his own..
dats y he starts teaching kids bahx..
dats how i tink la..but if its true..
i am realli proud of him..realli.

i tink alod of fans r angry wif him bcos he nv kip his promise lar..
but if we look frm his point of view..
i tink he struggle alod too b4 making dis decision..
he realli plucked up alod of courage b4 doin dis bahx..
cos he will nv abandon the fans de..so if he realli did dat..
dat means its for a realli big n important reason..
i juz hope he wun regret dis decision..n stay happie alwaes bahx..
if dats realli wad he wants..i will support him alwaes de!
i tink all energy fans will do so too bahx..
he is alwaes welcome to return to dis stage of his own..
we'll alwaes be there de rite?

haix..but still i will miss him loads...
energy without a gd leader like him..
auto session without him..
concert without him..
haix..i am so contradicting hur..
i juz hope he can go yahoo grp leave msg at times bahx..
i vow i wanna go to SHOWBIZ one dae!
i am saving up now..
aniwae...best regards to him n to all the fans out there bahx..
i kan kai le..u all oso kan kai bahx...
if dats wad he wants..lets be happie for him bahx..
dun wanna let him feel he'd let us down k..
he is juz returning to his own self bahx..
shall end here le..
take care peeps~

ENERGY
FOREVER!!!



I Am Here!; Friday, October 14, 2005

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yeppie..
wentta c he jun xiang n xu wei lun ytd..
met jannet,sha n yvonne there..
they got to take pics wif him!shuang manx..
hahax..xiao mei realli veri shuai..
lolx..but his dress sense getting more n more like dat bae yong jun manz..
of cos xiao mei more shuai la..
cannod be compare..lolx..
but ever since eg last auto sessi0n..nv went to j8 till ytd le..
so alod of memories flashed back yea..
haix..sad manz..i cant believe dats the end araedi..
i dun believe milk will do dis sort of tinks..
realli..i realli cant tink of any reason him joining tai feng..
haix..i will pray real hard..

n yea..b4 dat wentta clementi kbox wif 2/5 of weirdos..
=)nt enuff! veri gek manx..the system darn lan4!lolx
shall go again during hols yea!
hahaz.. kz la..shall end here le
goin sch now...cya peeps~

I Am Here!; Monday, October 10, 2005

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I Am Here!; Saturday, October 08, 2005

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I Am Here!; Wednesday, October 05, 2005

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omg! i dunno wads wrong wif my blog recentli..



I Am Here!; Tuesday, October 04, 2005

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