MILK realli leaving energy le..
saw the news ytd..darn sad manx..
was quite disappointed at 1st..
i cant believe it was his turn dis time..
dat tarot card prediction realli veri accurate manx..
haiz..

actualli i tink i am disappointed is dat i couldnt c milk much in future le..
nt becos of his decision bahx..
i dunno y..though i am sad over him leaving eg..
but i am realli glad he stand by his most passion-dancing afterall..
dats wad i like him for in the 1st place rite..
i tink dats wad he realli wants..
i realli like him being himself..
his attitude towards his passion,towards his dancing,towards his goal in life..
i dun mind to sae he was the one dat aspire me to do the tinks i like,
to fight for my passion,n to have a dream of my own..
i wanna be just like him..doing tinks dat i like
n be truthful to it..the feeling ish realli gd..
even if u might nt achieve much in the future..
u have a dream..the feeling of striving hard for sth u desire..
was realli shiok..i tink dats enuff araedi..
the outcome isnt as important anymore rite?
i tink milk wans more ppl to be like him..
have a dream of his own..
dats y he starts teaching kids bahx..
dats how i tink la..but if its true..
i am realli proud of him..realli.

i tink alod of fans r angry wif him bcos he nv kip his promise lar..
but if we look frm his point of view..
i tink he struggle alod too b4 making dis decision..
he realli plucked up alod of courage b4 doin dis bahx..
cos he will nv abandon the fans de..so if he realli did dat..
dat means its for a realli big n important reason..
i juz hope he wun regret dis decision..n stay happie alwaes bahx..
if dats realli wad he wants..i will support him alwaes de!
i tink all energy fans will do so too bahx..
he is alwaes welcome to return to dis stage of his own..
we'll alwaes be there de rite?

haix..but still i will miss him loads...
energy without a gd leader like him..
auto session without him..
concert without him..
haix..i am so contradicting hur..
i juz hope he can go yahoo grp leave msg at times bahx..
i vow i wanna go to SHOWBIZ one dae!
i am saving up now..
aniwae...best regards to him n to all the fans out there bahx..
i kan kai le..u all oso kan kai bahx...
if dats wad he wants..lets be happie for him bahx..
dun wanna let him feel he'd let us down k..
he is juz returning to his own self bahx..
shall end here le..
take care peeps~

ENERGY
FOREVER!!!



I Am Here!; Friday, October 14, 2005

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